well i guess i could talk about art here. yes i'm passionate about the subject

mk so i made this little avatar thing. i think that's what it's called, but DA says that it has to be 15kb and qwhen it's on photoshop it says its 7k... so.. what the hell does that mean? lol like how do i make it 15kb? i can't find where...

help meh

i pretty much can't do any more art on photoshop coz apparently my 'scratch disk' is full, whatever the hell that is. so i made this picture ages ago and kept trying to do it but the scratch disk thing said i couldnt/. so i deleted files and did little bits more on the picture but now i can't even open it... and what the hell, i don't like that journal entries stay on your DA profile forvever until you update it. who is gonna read this anyway? i guess i just posted this to tell people that i have got art to submit but i can't submit it...

i only called it 'what the hell is that?!' so i could kinda almost maybe grab your attention. i don't like my last journal ernty so i wanted to delete it but i dunno how so i'm doing this one over the top. hm.. well today i went to this family thing but it's like.... well i dont wanna have to explain my whole family situation coz it's complicated but yeah today, i was kind of scared to go coz it's like the side of the family that i dont see alot. and to tell the truth they arent actuallly blood related. so i was there adn kinda scared and alone a fair bit of the time but the lesson i learned was that even though it may seem scary and hard and awkward, in the end you can only gain from the experience. i ended up talking to some people and making better connections with family than i had previously. it seems that the more things you do that confront you and feel like a risk are the thing that will improve you as a person. i don't really know why i'm putting this in a journal. i never do them, and i'm not really expecting anyone to reply. i just felt like it, i dunno

k well i should go to bed.. and omg! i had to get up at like 8am to catch a train to go aaall the way to kensington to my bro's house and then drive for about 2 hours to get to the house.. then 2 hours home and then took me like 2 hours to get home on the train again. we left the house at like 6 and i ended up getting home at 10. pah! it was kinda fun though. i like public transport sometimes. i like seeing all the people i guess. i'm not usually in a croud of people i don't know at all. there was this drunk girl coming back from the cup and she was funny. and pretty nice too. she was tlaking to this japanese girl who couldnt speak english very well. it made me smile. yeah alright bed now tayla.